Friday, 13 November 2015

Holy Spirit Moments: The Sudanese Girl 2

         After I posted the first blog on the Sudanese girl,  she sent me a text to download whatsapp messenger.  I replied back to her and told her that I am on whatsapp on a different number.   She then called me and I asked how she was doing.   She said she was not doing very well and mentioned something about breaking up with her boyfriend.   I asked her if she is willing to come and meet me so we can talk.

        She said she can over and we agreed on the time and place.    When she came I got to ask a few questions about herself,  her family,  and her life in general.   I also asked her what her experience with the church has been up until now.   She mentioned that she went to a Christian school up until she was 18 and her going to church has just been out of duty.   She also said that she is not attending any church at the moment.

        When I  asked what she thought about God,  she said she has gone through a lot painful moments in her life that she made doubt the very existence of God.   She stated that she had prayed many times but God did not seem to care or answer her prayers.   "But do you think our meeting yesterday was a coincidence?"  I  asked her.   With tears in her eyes she admitted that it wasn't.

         She then went on to narrate how she had gone to Chemist (Pharmacy)  prior to our meeting to buy some medication to end her life.   She said the lady at told Chemist advised her against it and told her to go to the house and think about it then come back.   When she came back later, that is when I happened to be at that Chemist.   She told me that I didn't know what was going on at the moment but I just asked if she was okay and prayed with her not knowing what was really going on.

      According to her,  she wanted to end her life because there was nothing else to live for after her boyfriend broke up with her.   She doesn't have any other friends and so she felt alone in this world.   I then told her that God loves her so much to orchestrate a meeting between the two of us.  God cares so much for her that He would move the heavens just for her.   I then went on to share my ABCs of the Gospel (as Reinhard Bonnke puts it)  and she gave her life to Christ.  

        Hallelujah!   Isn't God amazing and wonderful.   I  am so amazed at His majesty.   That is what I call a Holy Ghost moment; a divine appointment.   There is no one like our God.  

      - So pray for Didi (that's her nickname) as she starts on her journey of faith that God will strengthen her.  

      - Pray that God will reassure her of His love

      - Pray that all lies of the enemy in her mind will be silenced.

      - Pray for me as I disciple her (we are meeting tomorrow for our first bible reading together) that God will give me wisdom and grace.

      - Pray for her studies.   She is in college and has exams coming up and has not been able to study until now.

Thursday, 12 November 2015

Holy Spirit Moments: The Sudanese Girl

  On the evening of November 12th 2015, I was coming from a friend's house around Thika Road Mall.   I decided to get into a Chemist (pharmacy) to ask for an acne fighting cream.   This is not a decision I had planned to do prior to that.   So whether the Holy Spirit prompted me to do this am not sure but what happened next surprised even me.

        I asked for the cream and was given a few options after which I decided on which one to buy.   So I handed the money to the pharmacist and while she was wrapping the cream and handing me the change -  a Sudanese lady walked in.    At this point I didn't know she was Sudanese so I said hello but I noticed she was looking sad.   I asked her in Swahili if she was tired and she replied that she doesn't speak Swahili.   That's when I repeated the words in English and she told me she was just stressed.   I asked her where she is from and she said she was from Sudan.  

      I then surprised myself by asking her if I could pray for her.   "Please do, " came her very grateful reply.   I then held hands with her and prayed while the pharmacist watched us.   I then took her number and she took mine.   I told she can call me if she needed to talk.   At the time of this writing she still had not called but I have kept thinking about her and continued praying for her.

       That incident left me feeling so humbled and in awe of God.   Only God's infinite Spirit can make you do things you would not normally do.   Only the Holy Spirit can put burden in your heart to pray for a stranger you have just met.   And only the Holy Spirit is sensitive enough to cause you to be sensitive to the needs of those you encounter. 

Wednesday, 21 October 2015

Broken But Available

            For those who don't know,  I left my formal employment in June to pursue a full time career in missions.   Well,  that was not an easy decision but it was long overdue.   It just felt like the right time.   With a decision like that you need the  take some time to seek God for guidance and direction.   So I took 3 months sabbatical which most of it I spent eating and sleeping (in my defense,  I needed that rest...ha ha) 

           The 3 months are over now and it is time for me to cross the Jordan.  I feel like the Lord is telling me,  now therefore arise, go over this Jordan (Joshua 1:2).   I don't know what Hittites or Jebusites I am going to meet on the way but I am willing to "risk it"  all for the sake of the Gospel.

          Last weekend I had the privilege of attending a Students Conference with The Navigators.  It was a breath of fresh air.   It was just what I needed.   I think my search for a missions organization to serve with has come to an end.   For me,  it was an answer to prayer. 

          Why The Navigators?   Here is why. 

The Navigators' Vision Statement:

We see a vital movement of the Gospel, fueled by prevailing prayer, flowing freely through relational networks and out into the nations. Workers for the Kingdom are next door to everywhere!

What characterizes this movement?

==>  A heart for the whole person, climates of grace, compassion for the vulnerable and broken, sacrificial unity embracing diversity, cultural relevance and sensitivity, interdependence with others in the wider family of God, transformed men and women, fragrant with humility and the aroma of Christ.

==>  They are marked by a deep engagement with and obedience to the Scriptures as the Word of God. They believe the promises of God. Both personally and in committed communities, they seek to know and pursue the purposes of God.

==>  Laborers and leaders are emerging, with an increasing passion for Jesus Christ. They demonstrate faith and courage as they live and move among their friends and families. As spiritual parents, they model authenticity and relevance.

==>  Ordinary people, in many walks of life, are joyfully leading integrated lives. They live as fruitful insiders among the lost. There is perseverance in the face of hardship and suffering. Around the world, many are coming to faith. As they become established in discipleship, some grow to be foundational for further generations. The Gospel spreads naturally and powerfully, as believers share Christ, life upon life, family to family.

==>  Crossing cultures into new cities and nations, teams of mobile pioneers intentionally proclaim and embody the good news of Jesus Christ, in such a way that transformed communities multiply. These communities are bringing joy and hope to their surrounding environments as relationships are healed and justice increases. Indeed, the lost and unreached burn in their hearts, as they move the Gospel into the nations.

==>  The leaders of this movement, developed and empowered for God’s service, live out a growing commitment to Christlikeness. They are dependent upon the Holy Spirit. New generations of leaders are emerging, rooted incarnationally in their local and national contexts. An international leadership community brings focus, alignment and energy to their movement. These leaders are clearly committed to long-term impact in generational ministry.

         As I embark on this new path,  I am reminded of the words of Hosea 6:1 "Come, let us return to the Lord! He has torn us in pieces; now he will heal us. He has injured us; now he will bandage our wounds."   I am just a broken vessel that is available for the master's use.   I am too "messed up" for the ordinary.   God has messed me up.   (Let the reader understand) 

Tuesday, 15 September 2015

The Missionary's Dilemma

For those of you who are in the mission field out there, you probably have some things that happen to you and you tell yourself this is one of those things that are a missionary's dilemma.  You probably might not have a name for it but when they happen you ask yourself how things would have been different if you were back home or just somewhere else (may be a place you have been to before).

Well, here are mine.

1.  The Norm -  In January,  I was celebrating my birthday.  This year I didn't plan anything major to celebrate my birthday.   Naturally I would take a day off and just have a quiet day at home.  Well, when I went to ask my boss for a day off, this is what my boss said "I have never seen an African take a day off on their birthday.  No you can't take a day off.  You will need that day for other emergencies....."  I was shocked, hurt and disappointed to say the least.  It caught me so off guard that I could not even form an argument in my mind.  I was dumb founded.  It made me think, if I was in America or Sierra Leone this would have never not been  an issue.  So, the "norm" is just not always the normal.   Well,  I guess as a missionary I have to be flexible.

2.  Singleness -  If you are single like me, you expect to meet a man with the same passion for missions like you before you head out to the mission field.  You postpone going to overseas missions with the hopes of getting married first and then moving overseas together.   This quote I read online summarizes it all.   "According to a Pioneers International report, singleness is the fourth reason appointees don't make make it to the mission field or take a long time getting there. And Patton said, "Missionaries leave the field for various reasons, but some of the biggest obstacles are financial support, team dynamics, loneliness and hopelessness for single person's desire to find a mate, getting married to a non-missionary, and leaving ministry to find a spouse." "

3.  Sad News -  One of the saddest things I have experienced is hearing news of a departed loved one in a far country; a brother or sister you knew very well.  May be you served together in the children's ministry or in the choir while you were living in that country.  I don't even know how to describe that dilemma.  It is even more sad if you can't go for the burial. 

4.  The Goodbyes - Then comes a time you have to leave.   No matter how many times you have done or said the goodbyes,  it never gets easier.   Whether you have been with those people for two weeks,  two years or 12 years it doesn't matter:  It just so happens that they become your family and leaving family is not always easy.  I wonder how Abraham felt when he was told to leave his people and his country to go to a place he didn't know (Genesis 12).

5.  Seeds of faith -  Only those akin to your calling understand the true passion that burns deep on the inside of you.   Especially if they don't see the seeds bear fruit,  you will have a very difficult time explaining yourself.   It takes the grace of God.  In June I had to leave my formal employment to pursue a full-time carrier in missions.   Now try explaining that to some believers let alone non-believers. 

6.  Raising Ministry Support  - A lot of missionaries struggle with fundraising as a ministry and that was one of the reasons I shied off from fulltime ministry.   Most of what we struggle with has to do with our convictions and our old belief systems.   To most,  it is not so much about what the Bible says about raising ministry Support or fundraising but it is about what they were taught growing up or what the community (not excluding the church)  has viewed it to be.   Since I joined The Navigators two months ago,  I have come to learn the joys of fundraising and to view it as a ministry like praying for the sick or evangelism.   My convictions are changing and I am excited about inviting people to partner with the work God in has called me to do. 

Tuesday, 16 June 2015

God has a sense of humor

Sometimes the things God does and the way He does them just leaves someone thinking, "God has a sense of humor."

David, a taxi driver who usually gives us taxi services when we need them, shared a story with me today that left me thinking....yes, that's right....God has a sense of humor.

I have shared the gospel with David on occasion but what he shared with me today left me laughing and thanking God all at the same time.

Because I know you are eager to hear it, here is David's story of conversion.

"Up until three weeks ago, I have always attended a catholic church, " David said.

"But three weeks ago, I was in Kiserian on a Sunday and the whole place was disserted.  Everyone there goes to church."  David continued.

He said he looked for a church to go and was keen to find one where he could just sneak in and sneak out.

He did not want to go to any church where they ask the new people to stand up and say hello or tell their story.

"You see, in Catholic," he said "you would go to church and no one would even notice that you are there.  You do what you came for and you leave."  That is what he was looking for.

"But there was this church that had really good music coming from the inside and you could hear from outside.  I though to myself, by this time the people must be sweating from dancing and if I go in they will not even notice me."  David narrated.

He mentioned that he had left some other churches along the street.  Something told him to go into this particular church.  When he went in, sure enough no one noticed him but he noticed that the people were not as many as he had thought.

He enjoyed the music until it ended. Then they requested the new people to stand up.  David thought to himself that that was not the place he could pretend he was not new as the church seemed like everyone knew everyone.

So reluctantly, he stood up.  They were asked to go to the front and were given some cards to fill.   He said there were a handful of new people that went to the front with him.   In the cards there was some check boxes that they needed to check.

The first check box was about if you need prayer, I think the other was for whoever wanted to join the church and the last check box was about those who would like to be born again.

So David thought, the third check box is the one that everybody needed to check.  "It was like an exam and being born again seemed like the correct answer."  David remembered.

When they went back to their seats, he says that he was so surprised when they called him out as the only who wanted to be born again.

He said everyone was so thrilled and they prayed for him and he got saved.  He said he went there without planning of getting saved but he left there saved.  Even though he had not planned for it, he said he has decided to to stick with it.

"So now I am saved."  David concluded.

By the time he finished narrating the story, I was wiping my eyes.  Truly God is a master planner and has a great sense of humor.

Thursday, 30 April 2015

Following the River of God

I have been reading "Following the River" by Bob Sorge and thought of sharing a few things I read from the book.

"Ezekiel was shown the river of God in what is perhaps the most graphic description of this river in the entire Bible. As we look at Ezekiel’s river, I would like us to view it as depicting the river of corporate worship. This is not the only way to interpret this passage, but it certainly is one of the valid interpretations.
There is a river that flows in corporate worship. It derives from the very throne of God, and quenches the thirst of God’s people.


The following diagrams depict various types of worship services. The curved line represents the river of God—the  river that we long to find in corporate worship. This river is the place where healings happen, where a prophetic spirit fills the auditorium, and where sinners begin to fall on their faces under the convicting power of the Holy Spirit as He is revealing the deep cry of their hearts. Oh, how we long for this river!

The straight line in each diagram, with the arrow at the end, is representative of our songlist (since songlists move in straight lines). We are using these diagrams to show the relationship between the flowing river of God and the straight lines of our service preparation.

 


Fig. 1, The landlubber service
In the worship service represented by this diagram, you’ll notice that the songlist is moving completely parallel to the river of God. In other words, as long as we stay with the songlist, we will never encounter the river.
This is the most depressing worship service anyone can possibly endure. In this service, the worship leaders are trying to find the river of God, and they’re hoping with every successive song that something will change. But no matter what song they pull out from their list, there is no water to be found. But they’re so desirous of finding the river that they just keep on moving through their list, hoping that eventually one of the songs will cause a change in the meeting.

 





Fig. 2, The aborted service Again, the curved line is the river we’re wanting to find, and the straight line represents our linear songlist. In this service, our songlist is actually taking us in the right direction. If we stay on course, we’ll eventually hit water.
You’ll notice, however, that the worship service doesn’t quite make it to the river. That’s because, just as we’re about to hit water we hear those famous words, ‘You may be seated.”


 
  



Fig. 3, The quit-while-you're-ahead service 
In this worship service, we’re moving through our list of songs, looking earnestly for the river. Then something begins to happen. We sense a breeze of the Spirit moving through the room. Expectant hearts begin to turn heavenward. The presence of Jesus begins to gently distill in the room in a way that everyone can sense. There’s no mistaking it; we have encountered the presence of the living Christ. Waters are beginning to swirl gently around our feet. We’ve found the river of God!
This is what we came together for! We have gathered together in His name because we wanted to touch the life-changing river of God, and now it is happening. How thankful we are to God for this moment.
Then—very smoothly, so as not to appear disruptive— one of the leaders glides over to a microphone and saves the service from potential trouble. There is the fear that an unstable saint, moved by the freshness of the waters, could erupt in an expression of exuberance that might be misunderstood by others. But the even greater fear is: Now that we’ve touched the river, if we keep moving with the worship service, we might lose something that we’ve just now found, and end up with something anticlimactic. So, to avoid any kind of let-down, we quickly and gently bring the worship service to an end, and move on to the next portion of the service order.
This wisdom says, “Once you find the river, quit while you’re ahead.”


 

Fig. 4, The tunnel vision service
In this worship service, we’re moving through our songlist when suddenly it happens! We hit the river! Faces are turned upwards, tears begin to flow, hearts begin to soar on the winds of the Spirit.
But the worship leaders just keep moving with their list. For a while everyone still thinks we’re in the river because everybody is wet. But guess what? You’re no longer in the river, you’re back on land.
When we hit the river in worship, the river can actually appear to be a detour. The river is flowing one way, and our songlist is going another way. Worship leaders are sometimes faced with a very awkward decision. Sometimes they have to choose between the river and the next song on the list.
Going with the songlist is like staying in the boat; it’s safe, predictable, and dry. Going with the river is like walking on water; it’s unpredictable, potentially hazardous, and filled with uncertainty. And following the river can be very disruptive to service orders. Sometimes we pay a price to follow the river. Leaders often have to make split-second decisions to either go with the river or go with their list.
 


Fig. 5, The U-turn service
Like the worship service in Diagram 3, we’re moving forward with our list, we hit the river of God, but then we keep on moving straight ahead with our songlist. However, a few minutes later we stop and say to ourselves, “Hey, there’s water back there!” So then the worship leaders take a hard turn and head back to find the river again.
When you’re not hitting water in a worship service, but you want to, it seems to me that worship leaders have two general options at their disposal. Option one is to persevere, to keep knocking at the door, to keep pressing forward on the present course and hope for a breakthrough to eventually come. Option two is to stop, change course, and pursue the river in a different direction or a different way.


 

Fig. 6, The standard charismatic service
This diagram represents the liturgy of many contemporary churches today. It seems someone must have
written a rule, “You can’t go river-hunting until you’re 25 minutes into a worship service. For the first 25 minutes, don’t even expect to encounter water. Do your songlist. Then, after you’ve sung three fast songs and three slow songs, you can begin to search for the river.”
I am raising a formal objection to this prevailing custom of our day. My heart cries out, “Why can’t we go river-hunting right from the start of the meeting?” Whoever wrote the rule that you have to wait for 25 minutes before you can get out of the boat—let’s form a posse and hang the guy.

 


Fig. 7, The so-close-you-can-taste-it service
In this service, we’re in the river; then we’re out of the river; then we’re back in; then we’re back on land; then we’re back in the water again. Our songlist seems to follow the river so closely that we’re moving in and out as the service progresses.

Here’s what I’m suggesting in this chapter: There is afundamental incompatibility between the straight lines of our preparation and the flow of the Spirit. It is impossible to remain within the straight lines of our preparation and expect to flow in the depths of the river of God’s glory. Inevitably, we must choose between the comfortable safety of our songlist and the veiled uncertainty of following the river of God. Rarely can we have both.
 




So from one worshiper to another, let me ask you a question.
Why do we always accept it, when they say the song is over?
Here’s how the burning ones sometimes feel: “You might be finished with the song on the platform; go ahead and ritard into the finale, but I’m not done with my worship. You see, I’ve got this fiery river flowing through my spirit, and I’ve got a new song bursting from my heart. So go ahead and close down your old song, but I can’t stop. I’ve got a new song in my mouth, and I’ve just got to let it go. I’m so in love with Jesus, my heart is overflowing with thanksgiving and praise."